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`_ y0uurr fo0tpriintx. iluu+
i will never forgedd
the dayys we once had.
the days when yuu were
everything tuu mee.

my mind used to tell mee datt
we'd be together foreverr.
budd now i realize daat was
all a big dream.
which makes myy hart shatters`
into a milli0n pieces.

ii sometimes wonder if y0uu,
still ~~thhink~~ of mee
and lurvbbee mee or if to youu
i'm jus a face in a crowd.
i wish so very much dat one daee
we can have it all back.
but for now, i sit here silently
rememberinn' all the memoriies we once shared.
hoping dat one day yuu
will feel the same and
put back the pieces of mii
~~broken~~ heart*.

yuur existence is wad makes
mine.
now. if love is painful and
tortures us so..
why do we love? why is it
all we search for in lyyfe?
this pain, this agony?
why is it all we long for?
this ~~torture~~,this powerrful
death of self?
maybe because its lurrve

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nOt GoiNg WeLL..

yes im back to blogging... to revive my dead blog and to spill out all my feelings and thoughts... as u can see.. its like 2.30+ am and im not slping... cant get to slp really.. too much on my mind... so here i go...

during these days... ive not been getting along wif him... dunno wad is happening oso... do i still love him? if i dun love him i would alrdy haf said brk rite... i oso dunno... is like we juz not getting along.. and i can see both of us dam tired le.. then i oso dunno wad to do le.. but i really love him... i will surely regret if i brk wif him... but he said im driving him crazy... shld i let him go so tat he can be happier.. would it be better for him? or shld i be selfish and continue to keep him by my side.. sumone pls help me... sumtymes i wonder are we even suitable for each other... i really hope the answer is a yes...

aniwaes... linda... i still rmb ur LOVE BRAVELY theory.. haha.. thx for tat =P and erm.. to sumone out there.. dun get so upset oso... i noe its difficult seeing the one u love being taken away by sumone else... but in the end.. if u haf to accept it.. its oni a matter of time nia... so like wad they always say... ke yi na de qi... ke yi fang de xia... kk sumting like tat la... lol.. u oso noe my chinese not gd...

sumting tat i feel is quite true :
"True love is when u shed a tear and still want him. Its when he ignores u and u still love him. Its when he loves another ger and u still smile and say im happy for you when all u really do is cry... and cry..."
yea.. tink over tat...

hmm.. i guess this is a song ive always wanted to ddc to him ba... its really sweet.. tokin bout being there for tat special sumone..

Inside Your Heaven - Bo Bice
I've been down
now I'm blessed
I've felt a revelation coming round
I guess it's right
It's so amazing
Everytime I see you I'm alive

You're all I've got
You lift me up
The sun and the moonlight
All my dreams are in your eyes

I wanna be inside your heaven
Take me to the place you cry from
When the storm blows your way
I wanna be the earth that holds you
Every bit of air you're breathing in
A soothing wind
I wanna be inside your heaven

When minutes turn to days and years
If mountains fall I'll still be here
Holding you until the day I die

I wanna be inside your heaven
Take me to the place you cry from
When the storm blows your way
I wanna be inside your heaven

s|a0`a||y deleted crap at 14/07/2005 2:31 AM

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thhis fragiile thhing now. cant piick upp the pieces. thhrown my words arouund. cant giive youu a reasonn. feel shho broken upp. feel lyke giving upp. hhere i go. scream my lungs oudd and try to get to youu. youure my only one. thhere's no one that get me jus liike youu.